what isnt mine

when i lie in bed next to you,
there are moments where i lose.
and i feel your soul breath,
feel you that close to me.
and this strength that i've built so tall
comes crumbling down, to its predicted fall
and cliche's are taken in place
of words that i can't think to say.

so i just kiss you.
kiss you while you sleep,
while you're lost far in a dream.
your eyes are closed,
and i can only hope your dreaming of me.

i kiss you.
on that soft, tepid cheek.
only meant for moments like these.
and everything in our world is gone,
save for your body here in my arms.
can you feel me?

rays pour through the window,
covering us from things unknown
and im dazed at the way you glow.
not wanting you to wake,
i watch you sleep away each minute in this day

and i touch you.
gently run my finger down your skin
feeling every emotion you've held within.
i touch you.
creating a shock at my fingertips
not taking my eyes off those tempting lips.
i dont want anyone else, but you.

and i watch you.
watch the way your body inhales
all the stories your mind must intale
i want to know it all.

and as i watch you there next to me,
i wonder if i could make you not leave.
i wonder the possibilities for your eyes to see
that i'll want you more than you could
ever want me.