there is never a night i could sleep myself till day

my heart is all but slowing down.
and i cant decipher these omniscient, haunting sounds.
of what i hear and what i desire.

i cant
____fight this
___________fire of what
________________is slowly dying.


my days and nights blend into one.
mixing together what isnt finished,
and what needs to be done.
goodnight.


so i force myself to look to tomorrow.
away from your eyes.
struggle to figure out the cure for this
sorrow.
away from the lies.

i lay down, never wanting to get up again.
a forbearing fight.
if i try hard enough, i can finally get under your skin.
goodnight.