refer to the previous post

so im pretty sure someone just made that up.
but in other news....

i got my BUZZZ back!...my cello buzz, not the other kind.
hellz yea!
i havent felt like this in quite some time.

i never really lost the love or interest in it, but for the past few months it just wasnt the same to me. i never wanted to practice, i was basically forcing myself to, and i was always exciting to get out of rehearsals, where as i used to LOVE going to them, and the buzz just wasnt there.

BUT ITS BACK DAMMIT.

and now i know that all i need to focus on is that. i dont know what happened but i feel like i got a wake up call. a much needed one at that.